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I am in a way hacking my mind here, decrypting the codes of my mind
I am also looking at the Problem and suggesting a Solution.
Let's look at My Mind As A Vegetarian
(Sentient: no onion, no eggs, no garlic, no onions)
Mind of a Vegetarian
>Story 1: my grandmother was telling me that when i was young, she was so angry to see a cockroach
>> very near me while she was watching me
>>> as I was sick and dying in the hospital
>>>> that happened when she was ' praying to God to save my life
>>>>>at the same time imploring him to take my life and not let me suffer
>>>>>> if it was not meant for me to survive'
>>>>>>> 'I was scared to know that i was at one time in the past dying'
>Story 2: When i was about 7 -8 yrs old, i felt weak, as i was lying down on bed>> in the house of my grandmother, having a flu
>>>hating the 'bad taste' of the medicine she gave me
>Story 3: When i was in high school i was having heart pains
>>I was told by a doctor that i have 'angina', a mild form of heart disease
>>>which the 'specialist' dismissed as 'nothing' after he tested my heart
>>>> He advised me to just play outdoors'
>>>>> but in my mind i still had this fear of getting sick and fear of death
>>>>>>which i kept to myself suspecting that those heart pains mean that
>>>>>>> there's something going on in my body
>>>>> but in my mind i still had this fear of getting sick and fear of death
>>>>>>which i kept to myself suspecting that those heart pains mean that
>>>>>>> there's something going on in my body
>>>>>>>>which i am not aware of nor they are aware of
>>>>>Backchat: I heard the lecture
>>>>>>about yoga and meditation being able to relax the muscles
>>>>>>>i heard the heart muscles get stiff when i am stressed
>>>>>>>>so i guess relaxation techniques will release the stress
>>>>>>about yoga and meditation being able to relax the muscles
>>>>>>>i heard the heart muscles get stiff when i am stressed
>>>>>>>>so i guess relaxation techniques will release the stress
>>>>>Backchat: I better learn about this diet that that they were talking about
>>>>>>where the lecturer said that the 'sentient vegetarian diet'
>>>>>>>a vegetarian diet without onions, garlic, mushroom and eggs
>>>>>>>>was a healthy diet
>>>>>>where the lecturer said that the 'sentient vegetarian diet'
>>>>>>>a vegetarian diet without onions, garlic, mushroom and eggs
>>>>>>>>was a healthy diet
>>>>>>>>>this is the same diet they were talking about
>>>>>>>>>>when I was invited to a sentient vegetarian dinner
>>>>>>>>>>when I was invited to a sentient vegetarian dinner
>>>>>>>>>>> this can stop my heart pains
>>>>>>>>>>>>I better try this 'sentient' cooked vegetarian diet
>>>>>>>>>>>>I better try this 'sentient' cooked vegetarian diet
>>>>>>>>>>>>>the lecture said that food like mushroom, garlic, onion, meat, fish etc.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>has 'negative energy' in them'
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>and that generally it is good to eat
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>vegetables, fruits, nuts, milk, butter etc.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>because they have positive energy in them >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>I guess that is what the guru said
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>and it maybe it is so
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>he knows better
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>he said he is 'taraka brahma' or god
>>>>>Backchat It is a challenge cooking a 'tasty' vegetarian diet
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>has 'negative energy' in them'
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>and that generally it is good to eat
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>vegetables, fruits, nuts, milk, butter etc.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>because they have positive energy in them >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>I guess that is what the guru said
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>and it maybe it is so
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>he knows better
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>he said he is 'taraka brahma' or god
>>>>>Backchat It is a challenge cooking a 'tasty' vegetarian diet
>>>>>>but I believe that the vegetarian diet is 'better than' a carnivorous diet
>>>>>>>because it is a 'healthy diet'
>>>>>>>>I can use vegetarian seasonings and veggie meat so it will taste good>>>>>>>because it is a 'healthy diet'
>>>>>>>>>I am really enjoying the taste now
>>>>>>>>>>but i am still seduced by the smell of pork barbeque
>>>>>>>>>>>let me try just one
>>>>>>>>>>>>i am having a flu because i tasted that pork barbeque
>>>>>>>>>>>>>now i can say that vegetarian food is better than carnivorous food
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>because i did not have the flu when i was eating vegetarian food
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>I will ask everyone i meet to try this diet
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>besides, this is what the yogis eat
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>so this must be the diet of spiritual or highly evolved beings
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>the guru who is enlightened eats this food
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>this must be the best diet
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I am Questioning this Food Programming:
1. Is it possible that who i really am is not here?
2. Is my beingness trapped within this pattern?
3. Can i free my beingness from this trap?
Since my fears fuel my desires and i am driven by my desires, and essentially i am driven by my fears, is fear behind my choice of food?
I am Questioning this Food Programming:
1. Is it possible that who i really am is not here?
2. Is my beingness trapped within this pattern?
3. Can i free my beingness from this trap?
Since my fears fuel my desires and i am driven by my desires, and essentially i am driven by my fears, is fear behind my choice of food?
This looks like a pattern - within a program.
This is not written in a computer language
but it is written in a language - the English language
using words that i defined within my mind
which i gave a positive and a negative value to
Example:
Looking at the Positive and Negative Values
I Gave the Word 'Nutrition'
By Connecting/Defining it To/Within Other Words
The Word 'Nutrition':
The word 'Nutrition' connected to the word 'superfoods':
http://foodandnutritionjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/10/the-word-nutrition-superfoods-minerals.html
Redefining the word 'Nutrition':
http://foodandnutritionjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/10/redefining-nutrition-day-18.html
Positive Energy Experience
Eating Vegetarian Food/Meat, a Mind Pattern?
Here, we can spot the fear.
What's The Fear?
Fear of being sick - specifically, fear of having heart pains
What is the Desire?
Desire to not get sick
What's The Fear?
Fear of being sick - specifically, fear of having heart pains
What is the Desire?
Desire to not get sick
What Is the Decision?
To be vegetarian
What is the Reward i get ?
No heart pains = HAPPINESS and BLISS within being pain- free
A momentary feeling that i get addicted to which i wanted to prolong to a point where it will not end. That is what life means to me which is really limited within a polarity equation. It's like existing like a battery. One minute i am full of energy and one minute i am down where i make sure i am always charged - using food, spirituality, money, relationships etc.
So, i charge my battery to full capacity to have endless happiness and endless bliss.
Quote:
'The energy of fear takes the physical body and so ones beingness into a resonant state of stress and tension and when one move ones sound in the self-forgiveness as a gentle soft depth, assist and support with that change of energy and its consequence to self stability in the physical body... '
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'What is fascinating about desire is also its often or frequent attachment to fear in that one will be in a desire but at the same time there will be a fear as well in how one get into that internal conflict for a moment - i want to but i don't but i can't stop myself, oh and there i go and then one give in to the particular specific desire...'
From the Interview: When Desire becomes Overwhelming
The Problem:
1. Resonant State of Stress and Tension
(Fear of survival/sickness/death - FUELING Desire to be Healthy )
http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/stress-symptoms/SR00008_D
2. Possible extinction of the physical through the physical being resourced
a. Is it possible for the physical to be driven into extinction through the physical being resourced for the mind/energy to exist - where natural energy is being converted to unnatural energy for use by the mind?
b. Can the nutrition that i feed my body that is a natural source of energy that the body use being taken from the cells, converted to unnatural energy, to be used by the mind whenever i participate in a positive or a negative energy experience?
c. Given that the body is composed of cells which consist of atoms which consist of substance that all consist of - including the substance nature consist of, can the resourcing of substance from the body affect the environment too knowing that this is a holographic world where, what's happening in 'my within is what's happening in 'my without'?
3. My desires are being exploited for money and profit
a. As businesses use tools to predict what the public want, can they predict my programming (based on my fears and desires) - using surveys etc.?
b. Businesses get money and profit from predicting my programing?
They package goods that i like, in plastic containers, the way i like it
to get me to buy the products for them to get money and profit.
They exploit our fears and desires for money and profit.
If we face our fears and stop the fear,
the desire to buy consumer products to entertain our taste buds
(and other products we buy to make us happy) will stop
and consequently, the money and profit will stop
Are we in fact sharing the same fears?
Do we support each other's programming
where we desire to continue existing the way we do
and profit from each other
the evil us always wanting to win
within self-interest
never really wanting a world that truly honors life based on equality
creating this world the way it is.
We are creating our own nightmare
c. The killing of plants and animals in nature for food and profit is a consequential outflow
of fear of survival and desire for happiness?
Is it possible to exist in a world where we can stop the mind from resourcing the physical - transforming nutrients/physical/substance to energy for it to exist and live life without killing plants and animals for money and profit?
of fear of survival and desire for happiness?
Is it possible to exist in a world where we can stop the mind from resourcing the physical - transforming nutrients/physical/substance to energy for it to exist and live life without killing plants and animals for money and profit?
d. Are we creating the same problems again and again
throughout history unwilling to stop the fear which fueled it?
The consequence:
1. Plants are being killed for money and profit and this will go on even if i
do not eat meat. The monetary system is based on inequality.
Humans are being enslaved to manufacture goods for me - as a vegetarian.
2. Plants feel pain too. The justification i have that plants feel less pain
than animals and therefore it is okay to kill plants for me to survive
is not based from commonsense but more on self-interest.
It is how i perceive it from a human's perspective separate from a plant
It is a fact that i cannot hear plant's screams as loud as
i hear the screams of animals when they are being killed
because i can only tap into a limited sound frequency band
(as a consequence of not being here, but in my mind as beliefs , thoughts etc.)
What i did not question as a vegetarian:
1.Is it possible that the mind is feeding on the body - transforming nutrients/substance to energy for the mind to exist?
2. Is it possible that who i have become as the mind is affecting the lives of animals
too in that whenever i have a positive energy experience and the body is being resourced for the mind to exist, the animal's body is also affected as all bodies
plant's body, animal's body, human's body and nature's body
are made of atoms consisting of cells which consist substance which all bodies consist of
and that these cells communicate to each other as one body?
3. Can this fear of sickness and death that drove me to be vegetarian
be influenced/created by perceiving the environment or the system that i live in
- in a negative way, like a negative energy experience of what i saw
namely:
seeing the poverty in the Philippines, me fearing being poor
seeing that the poor cannot have health care that they need
seeing that the poor can be sick and because they do not have health care they can die?
4. Am i separating myself from the words animal meat,
carnivorous, sickness, fear, death etc.
through giving itse words a negative value - within my mind
and then projecting that to the food items
i am trying to avoid
just because i fear sickness and death?
instead of forgiving myself for separating with the words
redefining the words as equal to my expression
and correcting myself
in my living
bringing food within myself
standing equal to the food
and seeing what the body accepts or reject
realizing that the body is an organism
that i am in
with a DNA make up unique for each 'individual'
and that developing an equal and one relationship
with the physical/body is the key
standing equal to the food
and seeing what the body accepts or reject
realizing that the body is an organism
that i am in
with a DNA make up unique for each 'individual'
and that developing an equal and one relationship
with the physical/body is the key
Is the real solution the following:
1. Changing 'my within' as the mind
forgive my beliefs and correct myself
2.Changing 'my without' as this world system
which is my environment
seeing that without changing the environment that i live in
which is based on inequality
i will always fear surviving, fear being sick and fear death?
3.Assisting in establishing a new system
based on equality - as a way of changing the environment
to where it is supporting my expression
as who i am - equal to all ?
'Dust to dust'. That is the point of equality - physical equalityrealizing that the animal's body consist of atoms that consist of cells
that consist of substance that all consist of - human's body, plant's body and nature's body
So we have to live as equals.
Bruce Lipton - Fear and Deception
The Solution:
1. Writing a Journey To Life Blog
About Self-writing
http://wiki.destonians.com/Self-Writing
' you for the first time being self-intimate, as you explore the depths of your mind, and dig up, define, and put a name to all of that which happens within and without. It's you learning to understand yourself, as well as your world, as you type everything of yourself out and within this place new statements of yourself to be lived.'And so you type out the past and create the new as the correction to be lived – because self-writing is you discovering your weaknesses, and the points you've for so long attempted to supress and hide – now they'll glaringly stair you in the eye as words on the paper or screen in front of you, and as such you're now obliged to place down the correction – as you're to change your weaknesses into strenghts.
'Self-directed writing is the application of yourself as knowing where you're going with your writings – and that is towards a solution, towards a conclusion, towards you actually making a statement for yourself through your writings as how you're going to change yourself, and become a more effective human being'
Writing is not a reflection of thought – in writing you are here in the moment, what you write is who you have become in this moment, as in writing you see yourself before you clearly.
To Learn more about Thoughts and Writing:
http://lite.desteniiprocess.com/
2. Forgiving ourselves and correcting ourselves
http://juneroca.com/home/my-process/self-forgiveness/
***: Solution and The Fear of Survival Flow Chart
http://juneroca.com/mathematics-of-life/food-mathematics/fear-of-survival-flow-charts/
*Fear of Survival is here until we create a world that provides for all
REAL REWARD:
Humans, plants, animals, nature living as equals in a world that truly honors life where one enjoys ones expression supported by the equal monetary system one is in - where all gets the basic necessities to survive to live in dignity.
REAL HAPPINESS
Redefining Happiness:
http://junejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/03/redefining-happiness-day-247.html
For more on this, click here
Continued in the coming blogs
Self-Directed Writing
Quote:'Self-directed writing is the application of yourself as knowing where you're going with your writings – and that is towards a solution, towards a conclusion, towards you actually making a statement for yourself through your writings as how you're going to change yourself, and become a more effective human being'
Mind-Regurgitated Writing
Quote:
'Mind-regurgitated writing is the opposite of self-directed writing – it's when you write hours on ends about one point, and you circle and re-write, but you never actually arrive upon a conclusion and never give yourself any clear self-direction.'
Thoughts and the Nature of Self
Quote:
Your thoughts represent that nature of you – what exists within your thoughts is what you have accepted and allowed you to be.Writing is not a reflection of thought – in writing you are here in the moment, what you write is who you have become in this moment, as in writing you see yourself before you clearly.
To Learn more about Thoughts and Writing:
http://lite.desteniiprocess.com/
2. Forgiving ourselves and correcting ourselves
http://juneroca.com/home/my-process/self-forgiveness/
Quotes:
"Speaking self forgiveness is like – ‘saying sorry to yourself’, but in more deep and intimate way. Saying sorry to yourself for separating yourself from yourself, from not realising that you can actually help yourself, from making your life difficult for yourself, from being hard on yourself, from not helping yourself. And in this self forgiveness as ‘saying sorry to yourself’ you then release yourself / set yourself free from your past so that you can help yourself to create a new future for yourself inside yourself. Through self forgiveness, you let go of the burdens of the past in your mind that is haunting you, and set yourself free to take your power back to change yourself, for yourself." ~ Sunette Destonian Spies
Self-forgiveness is the act of rebirth and giving self to self through letting the past as self go and creating a new self that can be trusted to always be what is best for all. Bernard Poolman
Self-forgiveness is the act of rebirth and giving self to self through letting the past as self go and creating a new self that can be trusted to always be what is best for all. Bernard Poolman
***: Solution and The Fear of Survival Flow Chart
http://juneroca.com/mathematics-of-life/food-mathematics/fear-of-survival-flow-charts/
*Fear of Survival is here until we create a world that provides for all
REAL REWARD:
Humans, plants, animals, nature living as equals in a world that truly honors life where one enjoys ones expression supported by the equal monetary system one is in - where all gets the basic necessities to survive to live in dignity.
REAL HAPPINESS
Redefining Happiness:
http://junejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/03/redefining-happiness-day-247.html
For more on this, click here
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A Copy of My Food Programming
http://juneroca.com/mathematics-of-life/food-mathematics/my-food-programming/
My Mind Patterns:
http://juneroca.com/mathematics-of-life/food-mathematics/my-food-programming/my-mind-patterns/
http://juneroca.com/mathematics-of-life/food-mathematics/my-food-programming/
My Mind Patterns:
http://juneroca.com/mathematics-of-life/food-mathematics/my-food-programming/my-mind-patterns/
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