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The Animals talking about how they reconstitute their body etc.
Looking at who i have become - as the mind, standing equal to it
and standing equal to the body - as all bodies in this world
realizing that i can only change that which i am equal to.
So, in this blog, i am in a way hacking my mind
decrypting the codes of my mind
When i looked at my food programming timeline
I saw repeating patterns as i jump from one diet to the next.
Let's look at My Mind As A Vegan
(taking no milk, no eggs, no animal meat etc.)
Pattern Number 3
Mind of a Vegan
>I attended a vegan get-together and saw a film
>>where the doctor took solidified fat inside a man's artery
>>> in the hospital there's lots of suffering people that are experiencing pain
>>>>being operated on is painful, as i had a memory of being operated on in the past
>>>>>being in the hospital makes me unable to move around or work
>>>>>>which is like stopping life
>>>>>>which is like stopping life
>>>>>>>why should i suffer the pain when i can avoid it by taking care of my health
>>>>>>>>sickness is unnatural, like a negative energy
>>>>>>>>>i definitely don't like to die as i have a lot of things to do on earth
>>>>>>>>>>I do not like that bland taste though
>>>>>>>>>>>The vegan cake tasted bland
>>>>>>>>>>>>i better just take that bland taste because that will make me healthy
>>>>>>>>>>>>>i know i can make that vegan food taste good
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>I really don't like to get sick nor go to the hospital
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>according to the doctor in the film milk can clog my arteries
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>i better turn vegan and adopt a vegan diet
===This looks like a pattern - within a program
Quote:
'...how illness sickness, disease, virus, bacteria, essentially had become physical
mini versions of the mind's systems as what the systems do unto the physical body
so essentially like the mind impulsing the physical body in terms of
turning against itself which is what bacteria, viruses, microorganisms
do that more and more evolvedwithin human civilization started doing
this...'
Interview at Eqafe
I defined myself into existence
programming myself through words spoken in the mind
creating myself through writing words, speaking words
and expressing myself through words
In blogs to come
I will rewrite myself
To through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application
stop sentences in the book i have written within myself my whole life storyin this book that is myself
reprogram myselfequal to and one with how i created myself
I will redefine words and forgive myself for connecting/defining words to/within other words relating to this diet releasing my separation from words
through giving it a positive or a negative value
I realized that the definition i give words
is the way i will view myself, others and this world.
Looking at the Positive and Negative Values
I Gave the Word 'Nutrition'
Connecting/Defining it To/Within Other Words
The Word 'Nutrition':
The word 'Nutrition' connected to the word 'superfoods':
http://foodandnutritionjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/10/the-word-nutrition-superfoods-minerals.html
Redefining the word 'Nutrition':
http://foodandnutritionjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/10/redefining-nutrition-day-18.html
Let's look at
The negative energy experience which is my memory of being in the hospital:
Fear of getting sick
I am getting a part of what was written above:
>>> in the hospital there's lots of suffering people that are experiencing pain
Decision To Eat Vegan Food, A Decision of Me as The Mind?
Quote:
' your mind is that very system that manipulate, deceive and lie
to your very beingness to get your beingness to respond
in a very particular specific way to the mind'
Interview From Eqafe
What's The Fear?
Fear of being sick, fear of going to the hospital, fear of death
What is the Desire?
Desire to not get sick/Desire to be healthy
What Is the Decision?
To be Vegan
What is the'Momentary' Reward i get ?
'Happiness' within living a healthy life - not getting sick/not going to the hospital
A momentary feeling that i get addicted to which i wanted to prolong to a point where it will not end. That is what life means to me which is really limited within a polarity equation. It's like existing like a battery. One minute i am full of energy and one minute i am down where i make sure i am always charged - using food, spirituality, money, relationships etc.
So, i charge my battery to full capacity to have endless happiness and endless bliss.
I ask myself these questions:
1. I s who i am defined by an positive and a negative energy experience?
2. Is my beingness trapped within this pattern?
3. Can i free my beingness from this trap?
Quote:
'The energy of fear takes the physical body and so ones beingness into a resonant state of stress and tension and when one move ones sound in the self-forgiveness as a gentle soft depth, assist and support with that change of energy and its consequence to self stability in the physical body... '
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'What is fascinating about desire is also its often or frequent attachment to fear in that one will be in a desire but at the same time there will be a fear as well in how one get into that internal conflict for a moment - i want to but i don't but i can't stop myself, oh and there i go and then one give in to the particular specific desire...'
From the Interview: When Desire becomes Overwhelming
The Problem:
1. Resonant State of Stress and Tension
(Fear of survival/sickness/death - FUELING Desire to be Healthy )
http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/stress-symptoms/SR00008_D
2. Possible extinction of the physical through the physical being resourced
a. Is it possible for the physical to be driven into extinction through the physical being resourced for the mind/energy to exist - where natural energy is being converted to unnatural energy for use by the mind?
b. Can the nutrition that i feed my body that is a natural source of energy that the body use being taken from the cells, converted to unnatural energy, to be used by the mind whenever i participate in a positive or a negative energy experience?
c. Given that the body is composed of cells which consist of atoms which consist of substance that all consist of - including the substance nature consist of, can the resourcing of substance from the body affect the environment too knowing that this is a holographic world where, what's happening in 'my within is what's happening in 'my without'?
3. My desires are being exploited for money and profit
a. As businesses use tools to predict what the public want, can they predict my programming (based on my fears and desires) - using surveys etc.?
b. Businesses get money and profit from predicting my programing?
They package goods that i like, in plastic containers etc. , the way i like it
to get me to buy the products for them to get money and profit.
They exploit my fears and desires for money and profit.
If we face our fears and stop the fear,
the desire to buy consumer products to entertain our taste buds
(and other products we buy to make us happy) will stop
and consequently, the money and profit will stop
*Are we in fact sharing the same fears?
*Do we support each other's programming
where we desire to continue existing the way we do
and profit from each other - the evil us always wanting to win
within self-interest
never really wanting a world that truly honors life based on equality
creating this world the way it is now ?
*Are we creating our own nightmare?
d. Are we creating the same problems again and again
throughout history unwilling to stop the fear which fueled it?
The consequence:
1. Plants are being killed for money and profit
Plants feel pain too.
The justification i have that plants feel less pain than animals
therefore it is okay to kill plants for me to survive
is not based from commonsense but more on self-interest.
It is how i perceive life from a human's perspective separate from a plant
It is a fact that i cannot hear plant's screams as loud as
i hear the screams of animals when they are being killed
because i can only tap into a limited sound frequency band
(as a consequence of not being here, but in my mind as beliefs , thoughts etc.)
2. Me as a Vegan is essentially supporting the monetary system
that we are in based on inequality.
Humans are being enslaved to manufacture things for me
to survive - as a vegan
like computers, houses, cars, refrigerators - the list goes on
This will continue as we allow this economic system based on inequality to continue
What i did not question as a Vegan:
1.Is it possible that the mind is feeding on the body - transforming nutrients/substance to energy for use by the mind for it to exist?
2. Is it possible that who i have become as the mind defining myself as a vegan
and participating in positive and negative energy experiences
affecting the lives of animals, plants, the earth
the human's body
and the atmosphere?
Is it possible that when i have a positive energy experience
or a negative energy experience
the body is being resourced
transforming substance/nutrients to energy
for the mind to exist?
Is the animal's body also affected by this
as all bodies
plant's body, animal's body, human's body and nature's body
are made of atoms consisting of cells
which consist substance
which all bodies consist of
and that these cells
communicate to each other as one body?
3. Can this fear of sickness and death
driving me to be vegan
be influenced/created by
fear of survival
perceiving the environment
or the system that i live in as flawed, and is supporting inequality
my fear of being poor stemming from seeing poverty in the Philippines
seeing that people cannot have health care they need
because they do not have money to pay for it
seeing that they can be sick
and that they can die
without receiving any help?
4. Am i separating myself from the words milk, eggs, honey etc.
through giving it a negative value - within my mind
and then projecting that to the food items
just because i fear sickness and death?
instead of forgiving myself for separating with the words
I Gave the Word 'Nutrition'
Connecting/Defining it To/Within Other Words
The Word 'Nutrition':
The word 'Nutrition' connected to the word 'superfoods':
http://foodandnutritionjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/10/the-word-nutrition-superfoods-minerals.html
Redefining the word 'Nutrition':
http://foodandnutritionjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/10/redefining-nutrition-day-18.html
Let's look at
The negative energy experience which is my memory of being in the hospital:
Fear of getting sick
I am getting a part of what was written above:
>>> in the hospital there's lots of suffering people that are experiencing pain
>>>>being operated on is painful, as i had a memory of being operated on in the past
>>>>>being in the hospital makes me unable to move around or work which is like stopping life
I am getting a part of what was written above :
>>>>>>>>>>The vegan cake tasted bland
>>>>>>>>>>>anyway, i better just take that bland taste because that will make me healthy
>>>>>>>>>>>>i know i can make that vegan food taste good
>>>>>>>>>>>>>I really don't like to get sick nor go to the hospital
>>>>>>>>>>>>>according to the doctor in the film milk can clog my arteries
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>i better turn vegan and adopt a vegan diet
Quote:
' your mind is that very system that manipulate, deceive and lie
to your very beingness to get your beingness to respond
in a very particular specific way to the mind'
Interview From Eqafe
Here, we can spot the fear.
What's The Fear?
Fear of being sick, fear of going to the hospital, fear of death
What is the Desire?
Desire to not get sick/Desire to be healthy
What Is the Decision?
To be Vegan
What is the'Momentary' Reward i get ?
'Happiness' within living a healthy life - not getting sick/not going to the hospital
A momentary feeling that i get addicted to which i wanted to prolong to a point where it will not end. That is what life means to me which is really limited within a polarity equation. It's like existing like a battery. One minute i am full of energy and one minute i am down where i make sure i am always charged - using food, spirituality, money, relationships etc.
So, i charge my battery to full capacity to have endless happiness and endless bliss.
I ask myself these questions:
1. I s who i am defined by an positive and a negative energy experience?
2. Is my beingness trapped within this pattern?
3. Can i free my beingness from this trap?
Quote:
'The energy of fear takes the physical body and so ones beingness into a resonant state of stress and tension and when one move ones sound in the self-forgiveness as a gentle soft depth, assist and support with that change of energy and its consequence to self stability in the physical body... '
=
'What is fascinating about desire is also its often or frequent attachment to fear in that one will be in a desire but at the same time there will be a fear as well in how one get into that internal conflict for a moment - i want to but i don't but i can't stop myself, oh and there i go and then one give in to the particular specific desire...'
From the Interview: When Desire becomes Overwhelming
The Problem:
1. Resonant State of Stress and Tension
(Fear of survival/sickness/death - FUELING Desire to be Healthy )
2. Possible extinction of the physical through the physical being resourced
a. Is it possible for the physical to be driven into extinction through the physical being resourced for the mind/energy to exist - where natural energy is being converted to unnatural energy for use by the mind?
b. Can the nutrition that i feed my body that is a natural source of energy that the body use being taken from the cells, converted to unnatural energy, to be used by the mind whenever i participate in a positive or a negative energy experience?
c. Given that the body is composed of cells which consist of atoms which consist of substance that all consist of - including the substance nature consist of, can the resourcing of substance from the body affect the environment too knowing that this is a holographic world where, what's happening in 'my within is what's happening in 'my without'?
3. My desires are being exploited for money and profit
a. As businesses use tools to predict what the public want, can they predict my programming (based on my fears and desires) - using surveys etc.?
b. Businesses get money and profit from predicting my programing?
They package goods that i like, in plastic containers etc. , the way i like it
to get me to buy the products for them to get money and profit.
They exploit my fears and desires for money and profit.
If we face our fears and stop the fear,
the desire to buy consumer products to entertain our taste buds
(and other products we buy to make us happy) will stop
and consequently, the money and profit will stop
*Are we in fact sharing the same fears?
*Do we support each other's programming
where we desire to continue existing the way we do
and profit from each other - the evil us always wanting to win
within self-interest
never really wanting a world that truly honors life based on equality
creating this world the way it is now ?
*Are we creating our own nightmare?
c. The killing of plants and animals in nature for food and profit is a consequential outflow
of fear of survival fuelling desire for happiness?
Is it possible to exist in a world where we can stop the mind from resourcing the physical - transforming nutrients/physical/substance to energy for it to exist - and live life without killing plants and animals for money and profit?
It is a decision we have to make because we are all here on earth living this one life!
of fear of survival fuelling desire for happiness?
Is it possible to exist in a world where we can stop the mind from resourcing the physical - transforming nutrients/physical/substance to energy for it to exist - and live life without killing plants and animals for money and profit?
It is a decision we have to make because we are all here on earth living this one life!
d. Are we creating the same problems again and again
throughout history unwilling to stop the fear which fueled it?
The consequence:
1. Plants are being killed for money and profit
Plants feel pain too.
The justification i have that plants feel less pain than animals
therefore it is okay to kill plants for me to survive
is not based from commonsense but more on self-interest.
It is how i perceive life from a human's perspective separate from a plant
It is a fact that i cannot hear plant's screams as loud as
i hear the screams of animals when they are being killed
because i can only tap into a limited sound frequency band
(as a consequence of not being here, but in my mind as beliefs , thoughts etc.)
that we are in based on inequality.
Humans are being enslaved to manufacture things for me
to survive - as a vegan
like computers, houses, cars, refrigerators - the list goes on
This will continue as we allow this economic system based on inequality to continue
What i did not question as a Vegan:
1.Is it possible that the mind is feeding on the body - transforming nutrients/substance to energy for use by the mind for it to exist?
2. Is it possible that who i have become as the mind defining myself as a vegan
and participating in positive and negative energy experiences
affecting the lives of animals, plants, the earth
the human's body
and the atmosphere?
Is it possible that when i have a positive energy experience
or a negative energy experience
the body is being resourced
transforming substance/nutrients to energy
for the mind to exist?
Is the animal's body also affected by this
as all bodies
plant's body, animal's body, human's body and nature's body
are made of atoms consisting of cells
which consist substance
which all bodies consist of
and that these cells
communicate to each other as one body?
3. Can this fear of sickness and death
driving me to be vegan
be influenced/created by
fear of survival
perceiving the environment
or the system that i live in as flawed, and is supporting inequality
my fear of being poor stemming from seeing poverty in the Philippines
seeing that people cannot have health care they need
because they do not have money to pay for it
seeing that they can be sick
and that they can die
without receiving any help?
4. Am i separating myself from the words milk, eggs, honey etc.
through giving it a negative value - within my mind
and then projecting that to the food items
just because i fear sickness and death?
instead of forgiving myself for separating with the words
redefining the words as equal to my expression
and correcting myself
in my living
bringing food within myselfstanding equal to the food
and seeing what the body accepts or reject
realizing that the body is an organism
that i am in
with a DNA make up unique for each 'individual'
and that developing an equal and one relationship
with the physical/body is the key
5. Is the real solution the following?
a. changing 'my within' as the mind
forgive my my mind participation, as beliefs etc.
and correct myself in my living participation
b. assisting in changing 'my without' as this world system
which is my environment
seeing that without changing the environment that i live in
which is based on inequality i will always fear surviving
to then assist in establishing an economic system
based on equality - as a way of changing the environment
to where it is supporting my expression
as who i am equal to all
'Dust to dust'. That is the point of equality - physical equality
realizing that the animal's body consist of atoms that consist cells
that all consist of - human's body, plant's body and nature's body
So we have to live as equals.
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The Video: Obey
https://vimeo.com/59002146#
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The Solution:
1. Writing a Journey To Life Blog
About Self-writing
http://wiki.destonians.com/Self-Writing
and seeing what the body accepts or reject
realizing that the body is an organism
that i am in
with a DNA make up unique for each 'individual'
and that developing an equal and one relationship
with the physical/body is the key
5. Is the real solution the following?
a. changing 'my within' as the mind
forgive my my mind participation, as beliefs etc.
and correct myself in my living participation
b. assisting in changing 'my without' as this world system
which is my environment
seeing that without changing the environment that i live in
which is based on inequality i will always fear surviving
to then assist in establishing an economic system
based on equality - as a way of changing the environment
to where it is supporting my expression
as who i am equal to all
'Dust to dust'. That is the point of equality - physical equality
realizing that the animal's body consist of atoms that consist cells
that all consist of - human's body, plant's body and nature's body
So we have to live as equals.
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The Video: Obey
https://vimeo.com/59002146#
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The Solution:
1. Writing a Journey To Life Blog
About Self-writing
http://wiki.destonians.com/Self-Writing
' you for the first time being self-intimate, as you explore the depths of your mind, and dig up, define, and put a name to all of that which happens within and without. It's you learning to understand yourself, as well as your world, as you type everything of yourself out and within this place new statements of yourself to be lived.'And so you type out the past and create the new as the correction to be lived – because self-writing is you discovering your weaknesses, and the points you've for so long attempted to supress and hide – now they'll glaringly stair you in the eye as words on the paper or screen in front of you, and as such you're now obliged to place down the correction – as you're to change your weaknesses into strenghts.
'Self-directed writing is the application of yourself as knowing where you're going with your writings – and that is towards a solution, towards a conclusion, towards you actually making a statement for yourself through your writings as how you're going to change yourself, and become a more effective human being'
Mind-Regurgitated Writing
Writing is not a reflection of thought – in writing you are here in the moment, what you write is who you have become in this moment, as in writing you see yourself before you clearly.
To learn more about the mind:
http://lite.desteniiprocess.com/
2. Forgiving ourselves and correcting ourselves
What is Self-forgiveness?
http://juneroca.com/home/my-process/self-forgiveness/
***: Solution and The Fear of Survival Flow Chart
http://juneroca.com/mathematics-of-life/food-mathematics/fear-of-survival-flow-charts/
For more, click on this link http://equalmoney.org
Fear of Survival is here until we assist in creating a world that provides for all.
REAL REWARD:
Humans, plants, animals, nature living as equals in a world that truly honors life where one enjoys ones expression supported by the equal monetary system one is in - where all gets the basic necessities to survive to live in dignity.
REAL HAPPINESSRedefining Happiness:
http://junejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/03/redefining-happiness-day-247.html
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Continued in the coming blogs
Self-Directed Writing
Quote:'Self-directed writing is the application of yourself as knowing where you're going with your writings – and that is towards a solution, towards a conclusion, towards you actually making a statement for yourself through your writings as how you're going to change yourself, and become a more effective human being'
Mind-Regurgitated Writing
Quote:
'Mind-regurgitated writing is the opposite of self-directed writing – it's when you write hours on ends about one point, and you circle and re-write, but you never actually arrive upon a conclusion and never give yourself any clear self-direction.'
Thoughts and the Nature of Self
Quote:
Your thoughts represent that nature of you – what exists within your thoughts is what you have accepted and allowed you to be.Writing is not a reflection of thought – in writing you are here in the moment, what you write is who you have become in this moment, as in writing you see yourself before you clearly.
To learn more about the mind:
http://lite.desteniiprocess.com/
2. Forgiving ourselves and correcting ourselves
What is Self-forgiveness?
http://juneroca.com/home/my-process/self-forgiveness/
Quotes:
"Speaking self forgiveness is like – ‘saying sorry to yourself’, but in more deep and intimate way. Saying sorry to yourself for separating yourself from yourself, from not realising that you can actually help yourself, from making your life difficult for yourself, from being hard on yourself, from not helping yourself. And in this self forgiveness as ‘saying sorry to yourself’ you then release yourself / set yourself free from your past so that you can help yourself to create a new future for yourself inside yourself. Through self forgiveness, you let go of the burdens of the past in your mind that is haunting you, and set yourself free to take your power back to change yourself, for yourself." ~ Sunette Destonian Spies
Self-forgiveness is the act of rebirth and giving self to self through letting the past as self go and creating a new self that can be trusted to always be what is best for all. Bernard Poolman
Self-forgiveness is the act of rebirth and giving self to self through letting the past as self go and creating a new self that can be trusted to always be what is best for all. Bernard Poolman
***: Solution and The Fear of Survival Flow Chart
http://juneroca.com/mathematics-of-life/food-mathematics/fear-of-survival-flow-charts/
For more, click on this link http://equalmoney.org
Fear of Survival is here until we assist in creating a world that provides for all.
REAL REWARD:
Humans, plants, animals, nature living as equals in a world that truly honors life where one enjoys ones expression supported by the equal monetary system one is in - where all gets the basic necessities to survive to live in dignity.
REAL HAPPINESSRedefining Happiness:
http://junejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/03/redefining-happiness-day-247.html
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Continued in the coming blogs
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My Food Programming Timeline:
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