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The Dimensions of My Mind
Fear of being Near Gay Men contaminated by HIV
Fear: I will be contaminated with the HIV virus when i come near gay people with HIV
Thought (picture of a gay person): the swinging of the arms
Imagination: me getting as thin as the gay people with HIV and then dying of the disease
Backchat:'I shouldn't get near him because HIV is contagious'
Reaction: Avoidance
-Within the thought dimension, i tend to fear gay men because i do not know what they do in terms of how they have sex, becoming suspicious of men who swing their arms near their face as gays
- Within the imagination dimension, there's fear of getting thin and not being able to do anything but wait to die - like the tv news bits i saw featuring men with HIV
-Within the backchat, there's fear of being contaminated with the virus
Physical/ Behaviour:
keeping distance from them by putting my hands up when they pat my shoulders
Note:
In the coming blogs, i will do self-forgiveness and a commitment to correct myself in my living participation - to stop mind partipation.
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