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The Animals talking about how they reconstitute their body etc.
In my past blogs i was decoding my mind as a meat eater
cooked vegetarian and cooked vegan
In this blog, i am looking at who i have become - as the mind,
standing equal to it
and standing equal to the body - as all bodies in this world
realizing that i can only change that which i am equal to.
I am in a way hacking my mind
decrypting the codes of my mind
seeing how me as my mind decided
jumping from one diet to the next
When i looked at my food programming timeline
I saw repeating patterns
Let's look at My Mind As A Raw Foodist
(eating raw and dehydrated food)
I will bring my memories back here and look at it.
Pattern Number 4
The Mind of a Raw Foodist
> I wanted to go and eat in a raw food restaurant as i had viewed some videos about it
>>which said raw food is tasty
>>>one day i went and visited a raw food restaurant
>>>>i tasted some raw brownies that are chewy and that dissolves in my mouth
>>>>>and raw ice cream that is creamy but has no sugar
>>>>>drizzled with chocolate syrup that has no sugar
>>>>>>wow, that is delicious
>>>>>>>I wanted to try and prepare raw food
>>>>>>>>I don't have money for an expensive blender and a food processor
>>>>>>>>>I can try cooking food under the sun
>>>>>>>>>>this tastes good
>>>>>>>>>>>i want to really learn how to make raw food taste good
>>>>>>>>>>>>let me watch videos online and learn
>>>>>>>>>>>>>the raw burgers are really good
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>i miss the rice but i can make a raw rice and let it taste good
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>I can make a youtube channel
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> so i can document my journey and get people to watch me
>>>>>Backchat: the chocolate croissant in the corner store looks delicious
>>>>>>I should not really eat one because i am happy with raw food
>>>>>>>but hey who cares?
>>>>>>>>no one can see me
>>>>>>>>>it's easy i just buy the croissant and eat
>>>>>>>>>>i have just cheated
>>>>>>>>>>>i feel guilty about eating it
>>>>>>>>>>>>but why feel guilty
>>>>>>>>>>>>>I will put on weight, i know
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>i will look ugly if i eat cooked food again
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>i will look old and wrinkly and my boyfriend will see it
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>i better get back to raw food again
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>this switching to cooked and back to raw
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>can be the cause of me having tumor/cancer
>>>>>Backchat: i really feel good and look good
>>>>>>when i eat a 100% raw food diet
>>>>>>>I believe that the 100% raw food diet
>>>>>>>>is 'the best diet in the planet'
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This looks like a pattern - within a program
Quote:
'...how illness sickness, disease, virus, bacteria, essentially had become physical
mini versions of the mind's systems as what the systems do unto the physical body
so essentially like the mind impulsing the physical body in terms of
turning against itself which is what bacteria, viruses, microorganisms
do that more and more evolved within human civilization started doing
this...'
Interview at Eqafe
I defined myself into existence
programming myself through words spoken in the mind
creating myself through writing words, speaking words
and expressing myself through words
In blogs to come
I will rewrite myself
To through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application
stop sentences in the book i have written within myself my whole life storyin this book that is myself
Reprogram myself
equal to and one with how i created myself
I will redefine words and forgive myself for connecting/defining words to/within other words and correct myself in my living
releasing the separation from words through giving it a positive or a negative value
I realized that the definition i give words is the way i will view myself, others and this world.
Example:
The word 'cooked'
http://foodandnutritionjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/02/the-word-cooked-connected-to-fat-day-70.html
The word 'raw'
http://foodandnutritionjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/02/the-word-raw-day-67-connected-to.html
releasing the separation from words through giving it a positive or a negative value
I realized that the definition i give words is the way i will view myself, others and this world.
Example:
The word 'cooked'
http://foodandnutritionjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/02/the-word-cooked-connected-to-fat-day-70.html
The word 'raw'
http://foodandnutritionjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/02/the-word-raw-day-67-connected-to.html
Looking at the Positive and Negative Values
I Gave the Word 'Nutrition'
Connecting/Defining it To/Within Other Words
The Word 'Nutrition':
The word 'Nutrition' connected to the word 'superfoods':
http://foodandnutritionjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/10/the-word-nutrition-superfoods-minerals.html
Redefining the word 'Nutrition':
http://foodandnutritionjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/10/redefining-nutrition-day-18.html
Let's look at
M emory of the Past:
*Fear of looking bad/ugly
*Fear of feeling bad
*Fear of putting on weight
*Fear of being old
*Guilt
*Desire
I am getting a part of what was written above:
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>the chocolate croissant in the corner store looks delicious
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>I should not really eat one because i am happy with raw food
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>but hey who cares?
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>no one can see me
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>it's easy i just buy the croissant and eat
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>i have just cheated
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>i feel guilty about eating it
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>but why feel guilty
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>I will put on weight
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>i will look ugly if i eat cooked food again
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>i will look old and wrinkly and my boyfriend will see it
I Gave the Word 'Nutrition'
Connecting/Defining it To/Within Other Words
The Word 'Nutrition':
The word 'Nutrition' connected to the word 'superfoods':
http://foodandnutritionjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/10/the-word-nutrition-superfoods-minerals.html
Redefining the word 'Nutrition':
http://foodandnutritionjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/10/redefining-nutrition-day-18.html
Let's look at
M emory of the Past:
*Fear of looking bad/ugly
*Fear of feeling bad
*Fear of putting on weight
*Fear of being old
*Guilt
*Desire
I am getting a part of what was written above:
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>the chocolate croissant in the corner store looks delicious
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>I should not really eat one because i am happy with raw food
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>but hey who cares?
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>no one can see me
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>it's easy i just buy the croissant and eat
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>i have just cheated
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>i feel guilty about eating it
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>but why feel guilty
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>I will put on weight
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>i will look ugly if i eat cooked food again
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>i will look old and wrinkly and my boyfriend will see it
Cooked Food Giving me the Tumor?
*Blame: cooked food is causing me to have tumor
*Fear: fear eating cooked food
*Belief: raw food is better than cooked food
*Desire:to look good
*Desire: to feel good
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>i better get back to raw food again
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>this switching to cooked and back to raw
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>can be the cause of me having tumor/cancer
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>i really feel good and look good
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>when i eat a 100% raw food diet
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>because i feel good and look good
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>I believe that the 100% raw food diet
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>is 'the best diet in the planet'
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>this switching to cooked and back to raw
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>can be the cause of me having tumor/cancer
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>i really feel good and look good
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>when i eat a 100% raw food diet
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>because i feel good and look good
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>I believe that the 100% raw food diet
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>is 'the best diet in the planet'
Decision To Eat Raw Food, A Decision of Me as The Mind?
I am getting a part of what was written above :
> I wanted to go and eat in a raw food restaurant as i had viewed some videos about it>>which said raw food is tasty
>>>one day i went and visited a raw food restaurant
>>>>i tasted some raw brownies that are chewy and that dissolves in my mouth
>>>>>and raw ice cream that is creamy but has no sugar
>>>>>drizzled with chocolate syrup that has no sugar
>>>>>>wow, that is delicious
>>>>>>>I wanted to try and prepare raw food
Quote:
' your mind is that very system that manipulate, deceive and lie
to your very beingness to get your beingness to respond
in a very particular specific way to the mind'
Interview from Eqafe
I Can Spot My fears.
What's The Fear?
*Fear of looking bad/ugly
*Fear of feeling bad
*Fear of eating cooked food
*Fear of putting on weight
*Fear of being sick
What is the Desire?
Desire to look good
Desire to feel good
Desire to eat raw food
Desire to lose weight
Desire to be healthy
What Is the Decision?
To be eating raw foods
What is the'Momentary' Reward i get ?
'Happiness' within living a healthy life - looking good and feeling good
and not getting sick/not going to the hospital
A momentary feeling that i get addicted to which i wanted to prolong to a point where it will not end. That is my limited idea of what life means, existing within a polarity equation.
It's like existing like a battery. One minute i am full of energy and one minute i am down where i make sure i am always charged - using food, spirituality, money, relationships etc.
So, i charge my battery to full capacity to have endless happiness and endless bliss.
I ask myself these questions:
1. I s who i am defined by an positive and a negative energy experience?
2. Is my beingness trapped within this pattern?
3. Can i free my beingness from this trap?
Quote:
'The energy of fear takes the physical body and so ones beingness into a resonant state of stress and tension and when one move ones sound in the self-forgiveness as a gentle soft depth, assist and support with that change of energy and its consequence to self stability in the physical body... '
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'What is fascinating about desire is also its often or frequent attachment to fear in that one will be in a desire but at the same time there will be a fear as well in how one get into that internal conflict for a moment - i want to but i don't but i can't stop myself, oh and there i go and then one give in to the particular specific desire...'
From the Interview: When Desire becomes Overwhelming
The Problem:
1. Resonant State of Stress and Tension
(Fear of looking bad/Fear of feeling bad - FUELING Desire to eat raw foods/desire to be Healthy )
2. Possible extinction of the physical through the physical being resourced
a. Is it possible for the physical to be driven into extinction through the physical being resourced for the mind/energy to exist - where natural energy is being converted to unnatural energy for use by the mind?
b. Can the nutrition that i feed my body that is a natural source of energy that the body use being taken from the cells, converted to unnatural energy, to be used by the mind whenever i participate in a positive or a negative energy experience?
c. Given that the body is composed of cells which consist of atoms which consist of substance that all consist of - including the substance nature consist of, can the resourcing of substance from the body affect the environment too knowing that this is a holographic world where, what's happening in 'my within is what's happening in 'my without'?
3. My desires are being exploited for money and profit
a. As businesses use tools to predict what the public want, can they predict my programming (based on my fears and desires) - using surveys etc.?
b. Businesses get money and profit from predicting my programing?
They package goods that i like, in plastic containers etc. , the way i like it
to get me to buy the products for them to get money and profit.
They exploit my fears and desires for money and profit.
If we face our fears and stop the fear,
the desire to buy consumer products to entertain our taste buds
(and other products we buy to make us happy) will stop
and consequently, their money and profit will stop - which equals bad business.
*Are we in fact sharing the same fears?
*Do we support each other's programming
where we desire to continue existing the way we do
and profit from each other - the evil us always wanting to win
within self-interest
never really wanting a world that truly honors life based on equality
creating this world the way it is now ?
*Are we creating our own nightmare?
c. The killing of plants and animals in nature for food and profit is a consequential outflow
of fear of survival fueling desire for happiness?
Is it possible to exist in a world where we can stop the mind from resourcing the physical - transforming nutrients/physical/substance to energy for it to exist - and live life without killing plants and animals for money and profit?
It is a decision we have to make because we are all here on earth living this one life!
of fear of survival fueling desire for happiness?
Is it possible to exist in a world where we can stop the mind from resourcing the physical - transforming nutrients/physical/substance to energy for it to exist - and live life without killing plants and animals for money and profit?
It is a decision we have to make because we are all here on earth living this one life!
d. Are we creating the same problems again and again
throughout history unwilling to stop the fear which fueled it?
The consequence:
1. Plants are being killed for money and profit and this will go on even if i
do not eat meat or even if i turn raw foodist.
Plants feel pain too.
The justification i have that plants feel less pain than animals
therefore it is okay to kill plants for me to survive
is not based from commonsense but more on self-interest.
It is how i perceive life from a human's perspective separate from a plant
It is a fact that i cannot hear plant's screams as loud as
i hear the screams of animals when they are being killed
because i can only tap into a limited sound frequency band
(as a consequence of not being here, but in my mind as beliefs , thoughts etc.)
Humans are being enslaved to manufacture things for me
to survive - as a raw foodist
like computers, houses, cars, refrigerators - the list goes on
This will continue as we allow this economic system based on inequality to continue
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The Solution:
1. Writing a Journey To Life Blog
About Self-writing
http://wiki.destonians.com/Self-Writing
' you for the first time being self-intimate, as you explore the depths of your mind, and dig up, define, and put a name to all of that which happens within and without. It's you learning to understand yourself, as well as your world, as you type everything of yourself out and within this place new statements of yourself to be lived.'And so you type out the past and create the new as the correction to be lived – because self-writing is you discovering your weaknesses, and the points you've for so long attempted to supress and hide – now they'll glaringly stair you in the eye as words on the paper or screen in front of you, and as such you're now obliged to place down the correction – as you're to change your weaknesses into strenghts.
Self-Directed Writing
Quote:
'Self-directed writing is the application of yourself as knowing where you're going with your writings – and that is towards a solution, towards a conclusion, towards you actually making a statement for yourself through your writings as how you're going to change yourself, and become a more effective human being'
Mind-Regurgitated Writing
Quote:
'Mind-regurgitated writing is the opposite of self-directed writing – it's when you write hours on ends about one point, and you circle and re-write, but you never actually arrive upon a conclusion and never give yourself any clear self-direction.'
Thoughts and the Nature of Self
Quote:
Your thoughts represent that nature of you – what exists within your thoughts is what you have accepted and allowed you to be.
Writing is not a reflection of thought – in writing you are here in the moment, what you write is who you have become in this moment, as in writing you see yourself before you clearly.
To learn more about the mind:
http://lite.desteniiprocess.com/
2. Forgiving ourselves and correcting ourselves
What is Self-forgiveness?
http://juneroca.com/home/my-process/self-forgiveness/
Quotes:
"Speaking self forgiveness is like – ‘saying sorry to yourself’, but in more deep and intimate way. Saying sorry to yourself for separating yourself from yourself, from not realising that you can actually help yourself, from making your life difficult for yourself, from being hard on yourself, from not helping yourself. And in this self forgiveness as ‘saying sorry to yourself’ you then release yourself / set yourself free from your past so that you can help yourself to create a new future for yourself inside yourself. Through self forgiveness, you let go of the burdens of the past in your mind that is haunting you, and set yourself free to take your power back to change yourself, for yourself." ~ Sunette Destonian Spies
Self-forgiveness is the act of rebirth and giving self to self through letting the past as self go and creating a new self that can be trusted to always be what is best for all. Bernard Poolman
3. A World That Truly Honors Life
***: Solution and The Fear of Survival Flow Chart
http://juneroca.com/mathematics-of-life/food-mathematics/fear-of-survival-flow-charts/
For more, click on this link http://equalmoney.org
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REAL REWARD:
Humans, plants, animals, nature living as equals in a world that truly honors life where one enjoys ones expression supported by the equal monetary system one is in - where all gets the basic necessities to survive to live in dignity.
REAL HAPPINESS
Redefining Happiness:
http://junejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/03/redefining-happiness-day-247.html
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Continued in the coming blogs
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A Copy of
My Food Programming Timeline:
http://juneroca.com/mathematics-of-life/food-mathematics/my-food-programming/
My Repeating Mind Patterns
Note: updating as i go
http://juneroca.com/mathematics-of-life/food-mathematics/my-food-programming/my-mind-patterns/
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